I never expected much from him, aside from his size he doesn't have much skill IMO. He is a big body and thats about it, never thought he had some kind of game outside of 5 feet TBH. Blair I could care less about being gone though either, think Ayres will fill that role well in time.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.