I will always love Manu for what he has done here and his herky jerky play and big shots. He can't get in the lane anymore it seems and is reduced to jump shooing Manu now, that version of him makes me cringe alot of times. He is playing very badly, thats a fact. I can't say otherwise, he looks very old.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.