Bonner is playing ball right now. Keep it up. Blair needs to sit out and Green is not playing well at all, Bonner though is off the crap list as of right now. I give him props.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.