Should have saved money from the damn big contracts you had in your PRIME TO! You are one of the all time leading recievers and you got some big contracts, no love nor sorrow for your silly ass for not saving money and living lavish life now. Go away TO.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.