GOOD LORD this is the guy who in 04 in DECEMBER had 13 in 35 on us and used to be able to jump out of the building! He was fun to watch then, how far he has fallen to playing there and doing this! DAMN.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.