20k to hang out? LOL damn what a waste of money. I guess that new contract will get him in trouble with hookers. Way too much money, no girl is worth 20k to hang out with or even sleep with, NOT EVEN CLOSE. I would figure some would get their so called game up and get a girl themselves without paying a ton! Oh well.
Win or lose this is a game -
You could let it pick your brain for weeks and months, just replay it over and over, won't do you any good at all. When someone loses a loved one and they do that it only brings forth anguish. I feel acceptance is sometimes the key, it happened, now you have to react to it. Giving up is not an option.